Motherhood

I have gone from a not being a mother to being a mother of four. I have always loved kids and always been able to get along with kids really well. Its been ten days today that I have had the kids and its my last day!! I am so excited to be done. I can't believe that its over. Its been the hardest thing I have ever done and its something that I never want to do again. I had the kids 24/7 and the two year old has decided not to sleep the last couple nights. I have had no sleep and I just really can't wait until my sister is home. I don't know how people have 19 kids like the show "19 and counting" (which i think its 20 kids know) or there is show called "our 27 kids" and 23 are handicap. Mothers don't get enough credit expecially the stay at home moms. I almost went crazy because I wasn't getting a break from these kids. I still love these kids but I don't know how moms do it. I went from wanting 5 kids to 4 kids to 3 kids to 2 kids to none. Although I know I do want kids someday it will be along time until Jeremy and I have kids. I don't know how many we will have but I do know that I don't want to be a stay at home mom because work is where I can get a break and I know I need one!

Simon I LOVE YOU!

My dog who I have had for 11 years was in a car accident, he died instantly. :( He was getting old and he was going blind/deaf. He must have not seen the car coming or just couldn't have gotten out of the way fast enough. He was the best dog ever! Lately I have been taking him out in the front with me to hang out. I would sit on the porch while he would just run in the front. He was my little buddy. He was a little dog and so fun to be with. Everyone loved Simon he was a funny little dog, who was always just so cute. I took this picture of him about a month ago because he was laying on Sadie's bed (our other dog) and he lifted his head up and his hair was just everywhere. Everyone who was there just thought it was so cute and laughed about it. I wish he didn't have to go like this but I hope he is very happy where ever he is. I hope he finds a cute little wife. I love you so much Simon and I will miss you so much! You where the best dog ever and I will never forget you! Love your big sis, Kye

1 year ago today...

One year ago today Jeremy and I met for the second time! We met long time ago in the summer of 2007 when we both lived at Raintree we were in the same ward. We never really got to know each other then but we met last year on May 8th at a bon fire at Branbury where we both lived :). It was love at first sight ;). I was so hyper that night and all the boys that were there I had never met and I'm sure they were thinking what is wrong with this girl. Jeremy and I talked just for a little but I thought he was cuttest thing ever! My friend Angie worked with his friend Matt so they knew each other pretty good. We would play volleyball a lot with his friends and I always was so happy when Jeremy came. I even went to a slip-in-slide with all these people I didn't even know just so I could hang out with Jeremy (I remember calling into work saying I would be late because I didn't want to leave) Alex would always say to me "You like him don't you?" One night I made Angie call his friend to hang out, they were playing poker so we went over and started to play but Jeremy wasn't there! I was so sad but after about 30 minutes of playing he came and sat right next to me. We had so much fun that night flirting and hanging out that I didn't want the night to end! So as I was walking out he was by the door I thought of the only thing that came to my mind to get him to come over. His apartment had horrible lighting and I told him ours was really good and asked if he wanted to come see :)! From that night on Jeremy and I hung out every minute that we could. When I met Jeremy I thought he was so dang funny and so cute! I remember playing ping pong with him in the club house and I couldn't stop laughing because he was so funny. I never thought that he would be my husband but he is the most perfect guy ever for me! I am SO happy that I was able to meet Jeremy again! I love him so much and I can't wait to spend forever with him. We are getting married on October 8th and I was so excited to find out that we met on the 8th! I knew that was the day as soon as I saw it!

We are Engaged!! The start to forever..

I am so excited to start a blog for Jer and I! So we were engaged on May 2, 2010 and we are getting Married on October 8th, 2010 in the SLC Temple! We are so excited! We talked about getting engaged before the summer but Jer tried to trick me by saying that we should wait until after the summer. Jeremy in doing summer installs with Apex in Atlanta, GA right now so I drove out with him last week. It took us about 30 hrs driving to get out there. On the way we drove through 11 states and we would stop to take a picture by each state sign for fun. Jeremy would then take a picture of me by myself with the sign and also holding a paper in my hand. At first I was thinking this has to do with getting engaged but Jer soon changed my mind about that when he told me it was something for his room for the summer (he was very convincing). The last full day I was in Atlanta with him he took me to this beautiful national park. It had this little island you could walk out on and it was in the middle of the beautiful lake. Then the lake was surrounded with trees. We walked out on the island and he asked if I wanted to see what those pictures were of. He told me he wanted to take one last picture of me holding this poster. Then he told me I could read it and I turn it around and found all these wedding pictures/rings/dresses/everything wedding.. you name it! Then I saw all the pictures of me.. it spelled WILL YOU MARRY ME? Jeremy then came over and got down on his knee and said will you marry me Kylie :)! I was so happy!!! He recored the whole thing too! It was the best day of my life and I am hoping his too thus far. We will be apart this summer because he is working out in Atlanta all summer and I am working here in Utah full time until June 14th. then I am going to NYC to nanny!! I will be there for 2 months then I will fly to Atlanta the last 2 weeks to hang out with Jeremy in Atlanta. I am hoping the wedding planning and being in NY will make this summer fly by. Last summer Jeremy and I spend every second together and had so much fun! I can't wait until next summer to do the same thing.